December 2011
I feel worthless..
When all the effort I put in is pushed to the side.
Because I try so hard..
But none of it is acknowledged.
Wifey Types
They always love sincerely but also always get fucked over.
The mature one, and yet still gets cheated on.
Forever believing in Lies.
Holding onto hope.
Broken.
You don’t deserve her.
It’s not only the nice guys that finish last.
The good girls do too.
It's Going Downhill.
I’ve been here plenty of times before.
It feels less and less painful everytime
More and more numb with each and every fall.
Just kill me please.
Don't Tell Me What To Do. . .
I’m old enough to make my own decisions and mature enough to face the consequences of the ones that take turns for the worst.
Don’t control me.
You can try and it may be for the best but I’m my own person
I’m going to learn with time, and I can do it all on my own;
If it’s the hard way I’d rather that, so I know to never go through with it again.
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...
You Need To Get Hit By A Bus.
In front of me.
WERE FUCKING AMAZING.
Me and my boyfriend play video games together when we’re not physically together. While on the phone listening to music and still paying attention to eachother, being all lovey dovey desu talking about anime and random interesting bullshit. Well.. yeah you can already tell we’re pretty damn made for eachother <3
He just got higher level than me in maplestory; i’m secretly...
The Voice Of My Love,
I miss it so much.
“Learn to deal with what you’ve created; Either that or just let it go.”
– GalacticSushi/Monica
“I may have never be enough; But I always gave you my all.
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If that...”
– GalacticSushi/Monica (Me)
*SHOVE*
I’m not pushing you away because I’m an asshole.
I’m pushing you away before I become one.
I can never forgive myself, But I hope you can.
Because You don’t deserve someone like me being on your mind.
There’s somethings I can’t think of or face
Certain situations I hate putting myself in
Just because you come into mind.
I hurt you, I saw it coming, I hate me for it.
And now you do too.
I don’t blame you, you can blame me all you want.
You have complete right for every negative feeling you have towards...
No.
I can’t even process the thought of my life without you in it.
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I don’t even know what half that sentence meant after the word process.